Good Morning..The sun is up and it's time to be productive. I wish to study many K-s today. I MUST. Besides that, someone is finally back to his optimum level...I am happy with that.Hope you would remain this way.Time to have breakfast......nestum, same as what I had yesterday.I think that is all for this post.
My Feeling: Neutral, wish to have an energy boost.
Today is singing: Shawdy's like a melody....
Thing to appreciate today: I am alive and healthy, finally got my lyrics downloader thing, one hour of class only, some pockets still got money, found an outfit for diwali night,
Things to leave behind: Bad habits, some happy memories.
Things to look forward to: Everyday
Thinking about: DO NOT THINK TOO MUCH REMEMBER?!!Leave it behind.

Anyway, take care, drink a lot of water...keep hydrated, *peace*

Posted by, Annabelle.

It's 1.48 am now.....Earlier on today, many things happened...felt like it was a dream or something.....like..did that really happened?Or my hallucination from sleeping only for an hour the night before..I was still in shocked how things have changed from before.....Where somethings were done...and now longer done anymore...This I was aware of before I started this "adventure"....I knew the risks....and yet...I ignored it.
Hope, made me go on. Love, gave me the courage,patience, and strength.It still does till this day. Because...as take from the bible...Corinthians 13...

Sunday is over!Today has been SLEEPY.I think that is the only best word to describe today. I woke up....feel sleepy....after sleep?also feel sleepy.After eat?MORE SLEEPY.writing this blog?SLEEPY.Studying?MOST SLEEPY !!!!!!Yes,i know sleep is important...but I think this is too much la...maybe I havent slept well for few days already?Most is 4 hours of sleep a night.Half the requirement!!!!!Oh no..sure suffer when older next time.:P
Everyday I learn new things.Becoming a more refined person.....Understanding is an important part of relationship.It glues together the pieces together.Without it, everything falls apart...pieces by pieces bit by bit.And when you know it?Everything goes tumbling down....This I learnt today.....I didn't realise I lack this before...but thank you to someone, now I know.I hope with this, everything will be better.:) I pray so.Be strong.....I hope you dont give up easily.
I cant do my makalah yet..someone has my log book..so sad so sad..today hasnt been a fruitful day.T.T.....ANyway today was 22 of the month!Starbucks day.50% off starbucks drink!...couldn't wait for the starbucks day when I got the starbucks mug.....(My super early xmas present..thanks!:) ).but ended up didnt go....that's fine....can go next time..
Anyways....God bless everyone.....Study hard....and DONT THINK TOO MUCH!and think+.....XOXO !!!

The time is 9.55 am...Good morning everyone.:) What's up with today?NO IDEA.Everyday is a suprise... hope today is a lovely day.It is SUNDAY.....my favourite day.I wait for Sunday for so long....Sundays fly away fast.Must appreciate Sunday!Sunday is for mental and physical relaxation...Today I woke up super early.6 something am.I think I can't sleep more than 4 hours!Something wrong with me.Other things wrong with me lately...I have a lot of o-chei on my leg...and some petechia on my arm...D.D?No idea......When i go back Malaysia I'll ask my doctor.
Other things: My new life philosophy: Don't think too much.Thinking too much will create unneccesary problems!Why this thing suddenly?Because I woke up early today.....something happened....and then I did some thinking.....Problems started to unveil.Once I say to myself. STOP....don't think anymore.Think positive!and everything was fine.:) Take life lightly......everything will be fine..:)
Now:Listening to hitz fm....havent showered yet....had breakfast already.....hard boil egg...Someone had fried onion with egg....not egg with onion..:P..anyway...Weather is sunny!Nice day...:)

It's 1.26am now.Today I shall start studying seriously.By next week everything should be covered already.I want to get good results this time. I shouldn't be thinking about other things besides studying.I hope someone studies hard also. I wish both of us get good results.I know you can.My makalah?Should start tomorrow as well.Many things done yesterday.Badminton,ping pong, and basketball.I am horrible in basketball.Never even score even once.I am buta bola.I am not good in any sports that requires me to have direct contact with a ball.Enough said about that...... I would like to say a shout out to Toh Chia Thing: Happy Belated Birthday.Don't drink too much la....If want to drink bring us la...:P (we are not kaki botol!!!!I think Kai Ying is a high risk alcoholic)
Side Note: I am not giving up yet. Hope you havent given up as well.But remember, do things that make you happy. Simple word of advice. I shall cherish everyday.....make everyday COUNT.That is what life should be right?Never look back with regrets!!Do everything the best you could do.Like I said before....I will do my best.Not Try to do my best. I still keep my word until now.And always do.I understand what it is like to be conflicted with your decision. I am 21 years old and yet I still don't know who i am......I am unpredictable as the weather.Still confused.Feel lost sometimes. Don't know how to make decision. I always make stupid mistake that I regret later on.....which makes me afraid to make decisions.But this is life.Have to take things positive.Have a positive outlook in life.Learn from mistakes....and be a better person.I know I have grown slightly mentally and emotionally.I know how to treat ppl better now. treat as how you would like to be treated. And put yourself in other ppl's shoe...and dont be quick to judge.....appreciate everyone around you.
hmm..i think it's time to sleep now.....this entry is mostly "blablabla"....effect of coca cola and something I drank earlier just now????
Hmm.....my plans for the near future?One word :BE CARING.BE DARING. (:P)
hmm....my body start to ache already oo........one side of my body.....
alright....goodnight...goodmorning?

DAMN!

I was sitting on my sofa....thoughts came to my mind...must be destiny that brought me where I am now...super long journey....surely there's a reason why destiny has brought me here.....to screw with me?hahaha....*imagines destiny pointing and laughing at me now*....yes..parts of my life has it's funny point...parts are not to be joked with...anyhow...I don't regret anything...Happy with how it all went...Destiny has brought me to many parts of the world...place where nobody knew anyone could survive at because it's just freaking cold and another too hot....said few goodbyes..made me appreciate you..as I always said..you only know what you have when you have it lost.....but made new friends...Met odd and wonderful people..and concoction for lovely awesome memories...and then...the past the present are almost similar...some past mistakes repeat themselves. It's alright...makes life more interesting I guess.As I was sitting at the sofa...I still wonder what am I really feeling...how could I feel this way..Didn't I told people that this situation is impossible if you are in this sort of situation?I hope it's just a phase I am going through..I seek for God for help..as I always do. and remember that..although we see two options.....there is in fact a third option...with God's help we can find this....and find a solution to our problem. With my tiny mishap...what I am doing to solve it is...think about good thought, pray, follow the good path (lol)...

So here I am....second year of uni already..first year was.erm..a ok..enjoyed it...though I could have done better..But I think I did the best I could..if i did better..It wont be enjoyable.

The sofa I was talking about stood 11 floors from the ground...on my apartment in KL. I have been here for few days already. Was supposed to go back today...but..was down with a cold..and slight fever can't fly home yet..fear of being quarentined in Kuching Airport. All I do all day now is watch TV and read. Lots to read around the house. My dad has a massive collection of books..they shall be my friends for now. Went to 1U the other day. the journey took an hour and 30 minutes, as I had to send my mom to Putrajaya from Kl sentral, and from Putrajaya to 1U. So fun..Joy. At 1u met a friend. Had lunch..walked around hunting for "an interesting eraser" for my niece...she said so..went to many many shops whilst trying what she meant by that....at the end of the hunt...found a kitty,cupcake,hair drying...etc..for d.what shaped eraser.hope she likes it!
Too bad..didn't have enought time to watch transformers....until now..I havent seen it. Super sad....it's ok.Hopefully by nxt week can watch it. Heard that it was good. Definitely worth watching...but the ending was described to be "weird" by someone. Well that person is "weird" himself. Maybe he saw himself in it. REFLECTION.=x

more random thoughts : never let anyone break your motivation, always think positively.anyone who brings any negative thoughts to anything you're doing...show them the exit...remember what we're here to do...and FOCUS....

Happy holidays for those are having holidays...Congrats for those who just entered Uni...Happy Birthday for those who are celebrating their birth, and condolences.....to Micheal Jackson's Family ...:P..seriously...it's a tragic loss....*throws flower petals everywhere* may you rest in peace...